I'm also very glad that I was able to get my best friend to read this cute manga and was able to thoroughly enjoy its innocence. It's good to hear that it got her into manga again, while she got me into k-pop more than before. I wonder if there will ever come a time where the both of us will have a romantic love life like Ninako-chan...Puhaha just kidding. Although I really~~ wouldn't mind having a hunk like Ren-kun be my future boyfriend. ;]
Well then, time to officially start this blog!! It's strange how before I blog I have all these ideas on what to blog about, but when I sit down with the screen in front of my face - my mind goes blank! Am I the only one that experiences these symptoms? Maybe I should take notes in a journal. Just for my personal blogging. (Laughs inwardly.)
So first things first. I got four things to talk about so listen up. 1) My nails. 2) My LG Vortex. 3) Fast Five. 4) My father. Let us commence with this blog.
I used to have this bad habit of chewing off my nails and I still get the urge every now and then but I force myself to rid myself of such "uncivilized" traits. So I go out of my way and into the decent way to use a nailclipper. But because of my weird OCD traits, I have to perfect my nails and angle them and file them just right to my taste. My mother likes it when I have long nails, so being the good daughter I am, I grow them to a certain length. But you see, I'm not familiar with having long nails because I was always chewing them off. So now whenever I'm texting, or typing, or playing keyboard, or guitar, or writing, etc. my nails seem to always be in the way. It drives me towards insanity at times but as my hairstylist tells me: "Beauty is pain." Remember that, my gals.
Now my LG Vortex, my cellular device, is an odd creature. You'd think I would've gotten used to my own phone by now since I've had it for about 2-3 months. But I think that I rather despise the slick little creature. I charge it all night and yet the batteries hit rock bottom very easily. I'm probably not supposed to charge it all night, but old habits don't die easily when they deserve to now do they? Also, whenever I reboot my phone, it keeps changing one of my contacts to David when his name is Dave. As you already may know, my older brother's name is David. So whenever I need to text my brother for trivial matters I end up texting this Dave person and not my brother. I'm not sure if you know how frustrating that can be, but I'll just tell you that it is.
On April 29th, Fast Five came out, right? I went to go see it the following Saturday with a couple of acquaintances. I personally went to go see that movie just for Sung Kang aka Han. (He was also in Tokyo Drift.) I'll tell you that Han was just freaking amazingly gorgeous in every scene he was in. You have no idea how many times my gals and I squealed. (Shakes head in shame.) I recommend this movie to those that love cars, enjoy the thrill of watching car races, Vin D., Dwayne Johnson, or Fast and Furious itself. I'll just warn those that haven't seen the movie yet ahead of time that you have to stay after the credits to watch the cliff hanger. :)
Now I want you to envision you and your father, whoever the good man may be. And what I want to know is: Do you have a good relationship with your old man? Because boy I tell you, I do not. My father and I have acquired a ... complicated relationship over the years of living together. (Not that I've lived anywhere else.) My father is a man that cannot express love to it's full potential and is very stubborn. He stopped giving me affectionate hugs by the time I turned at least 8. I don't remember what his embrace feels like anymore. At times, I do have the urge to hug him and at times I just wanna smack him. It's very hard to describe these feelings because overall, he is a good man and I respect him. There are just times that I don't respect him as my father. I find it hard to open up to him or ask for protection from him because of all the bottled up feelings I have of him. He never gave me the chance to vent or tell my side of the story to anything so I do have ugly feelings every now and then towards him. I know for a fact that he is the only male that has made me cry the most. But he doesn't know this because I have hid it well from him. Since I usually maintain a good distance from him when I'm in a bad mood, nothing sour happens. I guess that the only positive side to this relationship is that we both try to go back to the way it was between us. Sometimes I even think that the problem lies within my heart because I may have built up a wall between us. Maybe I really am just a big daddy's girl on the inside. But whatever the problem may be, I do have high hopes for the future us. Fighting!
Baha, the second paragraph gave me a good laugh.
ReplyDeleteNow, about the things you spoke about:
1.) I have that habit, too, although it's better now. We can get rid of this wanting-to-bite nails spirit once and for all! >_<
2.) Charging your phone overnight actually lessens the battery life each time you do that. :S Once my phone is charged fully, a note pops up saying something along the lines of "Battery is fully charged. Unplug to save energy."
4.) I understand you, since I have terrible relationships with both of my parents, lol. Well not completely terribly, just really shaky. We'll get past this wall... just have to persevere with understanding. ^^;;
1)Yosh~
ReplyDelete2)Yeah I know. It's a bad habit of mine. Mine does that too. But I'm afraid that if I charge it for just an hour, unplug it, and go to sleep, it'll die in the morning.
3)You have no 3 xD
4)It's a tough job. ' )-( '
As a teen I didnt have a really good relationship with my parents either...my dad and I fought alot. haha
ReplyDeleteBut its alot better now that Im older. I resented my father for a lot of things. but now Im able to see things from his point of view better. it just takes time and patience. remember that your parents are imperfect just like you (ephesians 4:2-3). so they will make mistakes and let you down. but that doesnt mean they dont love you. in the grand scheme of things, you have great parents! :) keep up the hard work both of you..im so proud of you. <3
^ Awh, thanks! We shall. :) Yeah I realized that as I get older, I understand them better, which, in turn, helps me to be more patient with them. I realize that, yet, I still have hardened feelings toward them, so it's quite a battle ‼─ overcoming those past feelings.
ReplyDeleteI think that happens to every child. But that doesn't mean it'll exactly be any easier ahaha. Tough work like beating meat.
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